Q: when do you know you've used up all your lifelines?feeling: six feet under.
hearing aid: the fridge's soft hum in my house.
anger is such a strong emotion. hate is a strong word. and yet when you put those two together - hate and anger seem to sit so well with each other. it is no wonder why.
i don't think i've ever been so angry. or frustrated. or exasperated. EVER in my life. i Have taken a knife to my brother when i was younger. it was during a fight, but nothing came out of that because --- well, that is another story. he is still alive if it makes you feel better.
so, story goes: i put down the phone last night, and had the (best) desire to blow up buildings and drive real fast in any direction out of calgary (preferably south).
imagine taking the hell of out hell, the coconut out of a pina colada, the berries out of a Christmas mincemeat pie. what does it have to do with this post you wonder? well, imagine all that; taking away the trait that is necessary for the thing to exist. it's like arguing against what is the nature of things. surely things change, but one thing that we need to remember is that it takes TIME to change things. i can't make it the way he wants it to be because he needs it to be that way. i can't speed up the process, nor do i want to. he has to know that, especially after all the yelling.
you can't take the coconut out of a pina colada. you just can't. maybe you can find a replacement, but you can't force change. you can guide change.
A: when you realise that you are standing over your toilet bowl, holding your hair back, and throwing up because you've yelled to the point you've got a migraine.
valerie anne
in my 20s and wonderful.
dressed to dress you.
. i would do you, but i can't. it's just the wrong season right now.
I've been in canada for days.
. in need of a recommendation
. tattoo
. rolex
. prada bag
. hermes birkin/kelly
. hermes scarf
. prada penguin coin purse
. suped up VW jetta mk3 '97
. 911 Turbo
. WRX
. smoked e-codes/fogs
. porsche deep dish rims
.
my driver's license
.
a shaven head for my 18th
. be a somebody
. make {gravi.tee}
.
snowboard
.
own my first car
. travel: NYC, all over europe,
japan,
mexico, chile, argentina, spain, greece, laos, vietnam, bali, dubai, amsterdam
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" -
recommended by derek goh
.
fashion school
. travel: roadtrip canada
. travel: roadtrip USA
.
move out
. own a house
. ride the dragon in tokyo
. go fish/camping for a weekend
. open a cafe/boutique
. horse-riding
. speak korean/japanese/spanish/french
. skydive over mauritius waters
. white-water raft above level 3
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. break the world record for the longest time on a loop-the-loop roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35.
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