hearing aid: goo goo dolls // let love in
do you know this feeling where the world is flying by so quickly, and though your body is moving so slowly, your mind reads it at the speed of light. i hate this feeling. i don't know how to describe it. i usually wait for it to pass, but right now, i'm thinking about ways to get around it. sounds silly doesn't it? it's like no matter how slow your movements are, and how tight you control those movements, it feels like you're typing a hundred words a minute and everything is moving and spinning on and on and on with or without you.
i thought listening to slower music would help, but even the light jazz tracks sound like they were made in a hurry. i'm think maybe some super rock would help... nope. it's giving me a headache. ugh.
i've tried to stop moving completely, by bundling myself in the sheets. yet i hear the clock ticking loudly in my head. i feel my heart racing in my throat. i think my brain is going to explode.
do you know what i'm talking about? sometimes i wonder if i'm the only one who feels this way. tell me i'm not alone.
hearing aid to help: jamie dart // used to be
p/s: sam brought me to St. Kilda's today. we sat by the jetty at sunset. i've left my mark and it reads, "to love a fool is folly". pictures soon. be patient my loves.
'the world will not wait for you, but i would.' - valerie anne
valerie anne
in my 20s and wonderful.
dressed to dress you.
. i would do you, but i can't. it's just the wrong season right now.
I've been in canada for days.
. in need of a recommendation
. tattoo
. rolex
. prada bag
. hermes birkin/kelly
. hermes scarf
. prada penguin coin purse
. suped up VW jetta mk3 '97
. 911 Turbo
. WRX
. smoked e-codes/fogs
. porsche deep dish rims
.
my driver's license
.
a shaven head for my 18th
. be a somebody
. make {gravi.tee}
.
snowboard
.
own my first car
. travel: NYC, all over europe,
japan,
mexico, chile, argentina, spain, greece, laos, vietnam, bali, dubai, amsterdam
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" -
recommended by derek goh
.
fashion school
. travel: roadtrip canada
. travel: roadtrip USA
.
move out
. own a house
. ride the dragon in tokyo
. go fish/camping for a weekend
. open a cafe/boutique
. horse-riding
. speak korean/japanese/spanish/french
. skydive over mauritius waters
. white-water raft above level 3
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. break the world record for the longest time on a loop-the-loop roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35.
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