Q: why are we afraid of letting go of what we call 'home'?
I walked the streets by myself today, and I realised that I'm really gonna miss home so much when I leave. Yeah, it's no longer 'IF I leave', but is 'WHEN I leave'. I think this is the first time I'm being the 'adult' we always try to be. That's the thing, we run away when there's responsibility involved; there's a lesson to be learnt.
I'm no longer clutching at air, and it feels alright to let go.
Sometimes when I close my eyes, and I wonder what life would be if I didn't exist. Then I wouldn't have to make decisions, that make me cry, that also make me human. Now I can tell you honestly, that it's really because of you that I want to live, to exist, to breathe, to be me. That's you my friend, reading this - you're the reason truly.
I close my eyes, and now I see you. I want to pack you up and bring you with me around the world, so I have a bit of home with me. let's just say, i call 'home' where you're at. hugs.
A: because whatever's on the other side of the world could make us never want to come back. hell yeah, i'm scared.
i recommend you take a listen to: ingram hill - will i ever make it home?
GRAVITY
valerie anne in my 20s and wonderful.
dressed to dress you.
QUOTE VAL
. i would do you, but i can't. it's just the wrong season right now.
KEEPING COUNT
I've been in canada for days.
THE BOOK IN MY BAG
. in need of a recommendation
BACKTRIPPING
SPREE/SPLURGE
. tattoo
. rolex
. prada bag
. hermes birkin/kelly
. hermes scarf
. prada penguin coin purse
. suped up VW jetta mk3 '97
. 911 Turbo
. WRX
. smoked e-codes/fogs
. porsche deep dish rims
. my driver's license
. a shaven head for my 18th
IN TIME I WILL
. be a somebody
. make {gravi.tee}
. snowboard
. own my first car
. travel: NYC, all over europe, japan, mexico, chile, argentina, spain, greece, laos, vietnam, bali, dubai, amsterdam
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" - recommended by derek goh
. fashion school
. travel: roadtrip canada
. travel: roadtrip USA
. move out
. own a house
. ride the dragon in tokyo
. go fish/camping for a weekend
. open a cafe/boutique
. horse-riding
. speak korean/japanese/spanish/french
. skydive over mauritius waters
. white-water raft above level 3
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. break the world record for the longest time on a loop-the-loop roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35.
