Q: why do people smile even when they're not happy?i don't know how else to explain what happened tonight. i was in a bad mood, i flared up. i said some really nasty things. and i'm very-terribly-absolutely-without a doubt-'cannot say anything other than sorry'-sorry.
i was bothered. i still am. and probably will until after the week after.
if i were to describe how i was feeling, it would be an overload of the senses. i'm frustrated, confused, angry, pissified, irrinoyed (irritated and annoyed), troubled, nervous, anxious, and every other emotion other than happy -
ten-fold. now compress all that into a millisecond, and you're 1/10th the way. this is no joke. if you were there, you might understand. if not, ask terence; he took the brunt of it.
i'm over being you
i would stop smiling
if only you'd let me
fly away bitch, i don't want you.if you think my life looks so great, why don't you have it. i don't want it.
happy good friday, people. (:
A: because if we act it up long enough, we could trick ourselves into believing that we are truly happy.Q: but what if it fails?A: you'll have days like these.Q: then what happens AFTER days like these?A: i'm not sure. better days i hope.Q: now i'm not sure what else to ask.A: that's the point. when you stop asking questions, you'll be able to just let go and let the world take you to wherever.
valerie anne
in my 20s and wonderful.
dressed to dress you.
. i would do you, but i can't. it's just the wrong season right now.
I've been in canada for days.
. in need of a recommendation
. tattoo
. rolex
. prada bag
. hermes birkin/kelly
. hermes scarf
. prada penguin coin purse
. suped up VW jetta mk3 '97
. 911 Turbo
. WRX
. smoked e-codes/fogs
. porsche deep dish rims
.
my driver's license
.
a shaven head for my 18th
. be a somebody
. make {gravi.tee}
.
snowboard
.
own my first car
. travel: NYC, all over europe,
japan,
mexico, chile, argentina, spain, greece, laos, vietnam, bali, dubai, amsterdam
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" -
recommended by derek goh
.
fashion school
. travel: roadtrip canada
. travel: roadtrip USA
.
move out
. own a house
. ride the dragon in tokyo
. go fish/camping for a weekend
. open a cafe/boutique
. horse-riding
. speak korean/japanese/spanish/french
. skydive over mauritius waters
. white-water raft above level 3
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. break the world record for the longest time on a loop-the-loop roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35.
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