Q: how do you know when you're not over someone?it's 5am.
i can't sleep, and now i wished i did earlier. if i were asleep, it would mean that i would be in bed having wonderful dreams i won't remember when i wake, and i wouldn't be surfing the web, and i wouldn't have stumbled upon some pictures that have now gotten me rather upset.
there i am, surfing the web, minding other people's businesses when i find myself at a stranger's portfolio. i am very intrigued by his works, and click about looking at all his amateurish work - he has potential. i like his works.
click. click. click. click. click. stop. that's not. it is.
first ache. is it? it is.
second ache. crumble. i am now curled up on my sofa, hiding behind my hands, feeling numb and pain all over. '
you can do this. you can handle this.' my vision remains blocked by my hands, for fear of seeing the truth --- a past. tears don't fall, because i don't let them. '
you're stronger than this.' click. click. click. back click. back click. back click.
i need to get him out of my system. i would appreciate ideas right about now. and no, dating is not a solution. neither is bingeing on chocolate and ben&jerry's.
A: when you look at pictures of them, and still feel like 300 razor blades are constantly being stabbed into your body, and you lose all sense of feeling in your body yet you ache in places you never knew you could.
20 minutes later, you're still aching. and tearing.
recommended song to hear at the moment: beyonce // irreplaceable
valerie anne
in my 20s and wonderful.
dressed to dress you.
. i would do you, but i can't. it's just the wrong season right now.
I've been in canada for days.
. in need of a recommendation
. tattoo
. rolex
. prada bag
. hermes birkin/kelly
. hermes scarf
. prada penguin coin purse
. suped up VW jetta mk3 '97
. 911 Turbo
. WRX
. smoked e-codes/fogs
. porsche deep dish rims
.
my driver's license
.
a shaven head for my 18th
. be a somebody
. make {gravi.tee}
.
snowboard
.
own my first car
. travel: NYC, all over europe,
japan,
mexico, chile, argentina, spain, greece, laos, vietnam, bali, dubai, amsterdam
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" -
recommended by derek goh
.
fashion school
. travel: roadtrip canada
. travel: roadtrip USA
.
move out
. own a house
. ride the dragon in tokyo
. go fish/camping for a weekend
. open a cafe/boutique
. horse-riding
. speak korean/japanese/spanish/french
. skydive over mauritius waters
. white-water raft above level 3
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. break the world record for the longest time on a loop-the-loop roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35.
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