you see, what you're doing now is reading. until the moment words leave your lips, you are just reading. however, should you choose to speak, you create a tone that fits into a category that has long been created before you. "to speak is to fall into tautology." this is unavoidable and inevitable.


the pile of homework that's coming due makes me want to cut my hair, wax my legs, pierce my ears and kiss and make out with strangers. propelled through life with great speed, she misses out on the fun and crazy thing kids do. placed in a dryer and spun a gazillion times round - that is how i currently feel. i need to talk to someone smart before i lose all sense of things.

the repetition of the lack of order creates the order.



i met a guy today, on the bus home. he sat directly in front of me, face to face. i was lost in his furrowed brows, and beautiful fingers playing on his PSP, his finger nails tapping away. his eyes. his grey polo tee, and his blue striped jeans with ripped patches. and his lips - oh his thick lips. damn was he beautiful. and i did nothing.

i tried to draw him, but i couldn't do him justice. so i memorize it.

valerie anne
in my 20s and wonderful.
dressed to dress you.

QUOTE VAL

. i would do you, but i can't. it's just the wrong season right now.

KEEPING COUNT

I've been in canada for days.

THE BOOK IN MY BAG

. in need of a recommendation



. tattoo
. rolex
. prada bag
. hermes birkin/kelly
. hermes scarf
. prada penguin coin purse
. suped up VW jetta mk3 '97
. 911 Turbo
. WRX
. smoked e-codes/fogs
. porsche deep dish rims
. my driver's license
. a shaven head for my 18th


. be a somebody
. make {gravi.tee}
. snowboard
. own my first car
. travel: NYC, all over europe, japan, mexico, chile, argentina, spain, greece, laos, vietnam, bali, dubai, amsterdam
. publish a book entitled "you better quote val, or else" - recommended by derek goh
. fashion school
. travel: roadtrip canada
. travel: roadtrip USA
. move out
. own a house
. ride the dragon in tokyo
. go fish/camping for a weekend
. open a cafe/boutique
. horse-riding
. speak korean/japanese/spanish/french
. skydive over mauritius waters
. white-water raft above level 3
. bungee jump from a suspension bridge
. break the world record for the longest time on a loop-the-loop roller coaster ride
. save an endangered species
. AND prove to my mum that i'll be married before 35.


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